So many of you might know that the relationship between my father and Dogface (also known as Hogface) is on the rocks - surprise, surprise. Dogface seems to have a bad case of OCD, absolutley despises by sister, thinks my brother is retarded and insists on keeping our family dogs locked in one room all day. To put it mildly, Bitch is Wack. She has her own food shelf in the refrigerator, refuses to get air conditioners in the house and hates my sister's BF - literally one of the sweetest kids on the planet. I've probably mentioned at some point in Annie Goes to Ithaca that Dogface smokes like a fiend and looks like one too.
While I can easily say things like, "I told you so," "If you had only listened to me," and "This woman was bad news from the get-go," I won't because my father is finally waking up and I have to support him because all of the shit he's done, all of the guilt, is going to hit him like a ton of bricks and it's going to hurt badly. If anyone is gonna pick him back up, it's going to be me. Not some other idiot, enabling, emotionally needy, bad souled woman, but me - the girl he decided to raise when she was just five years old. The girl he's told almost everything to and the girl that all he has to do is give her a look and she understands exactly what he's thinking.
I am the woman of my family and it's time I had my family back. Fortunately, today, my father agrees.
While I can easily say things like, "I told you so," "If you had only listened to me," and "This woman was bad news from the get-go," I won't because my father is finally waking up and I have to support him because all of the shit he's done, all of the guilt, is going to hit him like a ton of bricks and it's going to hurt badly. If anyone is gonna pick him back up, it's going to be me. Not some other idiot, enabling, emotionally needy, bad souled woman, but me - the girl he decided to raise when she was just five years old. The girl he's told almost everything to and the girl that all he has to do is give her a look and she understands exactly what he's thinking.
I am the woman of my family and it's time I had my family back. Fortunately, today, my father agrees.
On another note, Baby puked in my bed this morning.
